So... Yeah. A lot of shit has been happening and I think i need to have the whole 'i need to see a psychiatrist' talk with my mother. Annnndddd I need to break it to her that I have no intention of being a full time student- and I'll only really be part time. Since she's lucky that I'm going at all.
The pace of this... part- is not what I wanted like at all. But you know what, whatever. And the art is so crazy and bad, but I just don't care right now
@HarlequinLove: ahh... thank you ^^;; I really DO appreciate that people have been telling me that they like the artwork, and it means A LOT.
She's brushed it off a LOT of times, and the times she doesn't, she tells me that it's because I 'sit in front of the computer all day' (aka, im drawing- which takes a LOT Out of me, now a days), or she makes all these excuses. Or she tells me that I shouldn't say that, because it's embarrassing. Or she brushes it off. BUT. I'm sorry to hear that you get brushed off too, but thank you very much for the kind words and the luck- i'll need it <3
@shadowpen: *hugs and nuzzles all over* I don't even think I can think of anything that would express how nice your words were, or how much i appreciate them. Thank you
@birnamwood2dunsinane: I'll try.. I have no way of paying or getting there without her, though ^^;; But thank you VERY much for the kind words.. and creepy smiles are the absolute best >w> muahahaaaaa~
@Oakmint: Yeah, I'm more than aware of that. And I am trying it- I got myself down to being part time. But... I mean, it's just... it's better now- yes. Still, there's a LOT I see no purpose in, as I'm spending a LOT of money on knowledge I will NEVER use in my life. But I'm trying.
ANd yeeeee >w> thank you. allt he hearts *protect them please*
Good luck, btw
i do really like your art and this story, they are both really beautiful. i hope that you're able to find a schedule and doctor that work for you, and that your family are more understanding in the near future. i know for me (so far) it helps to have the structure and goals that come with school, but i can definitely understand you wanting to do part-time. i hope you can feel better soon :) *sends you hugs and chocolate and other comforting/supportive things* i think you're very brave for saying that you want help, because a lot of people don't.
Please do seek help, regardless of what your mother says. And I like the sketchbook feel of this, you're churning out a page every day lady, that's hard work for anyone, you're doing a fantastic job!! Also I have been told that I had a really creepy smile on my face, when I viewed today's page x3
College really isn't for everyone. :/ I can attest to that. After 2 years of fumbling around I eventually had a talk with my mom about quitting. Now I just work full time which isn't great but I have no student loans to worry about so I'd say I'm in good shape. >.>;
I'm gonna hazard a guess and say your mom will want you to at least try college before deciding on what you do so I mean stick it out for now. College can yield fun times. :)