I don't even care abt this page for a lot of reasons, but one of them was that I accidentally did EVERYTHING ON ONE FUCKING LAYER and i wasn't going back to redo it all fuck that. Also, I don't have a table to draw on I'm using my little ass desk and It's fucking IMPOSSIBLE.
look, I know I'm a piece of shit, ok? I'm trying. I'm trying really, really hard just to get this level of SHIT out there cause the cycle's on a low again. I'm always a piece of shit but at least I'm trying.
Also Untitled is a labor of pure love, it's not like my other comics that I plan to do, and put to print. So those will HAVE to be finished, I don't HAVE to do shit with Untitled.. but I try.
Anyway. Nami's being crazy, like always. She knows she's being silly, though, as most people do when they tease the hell out of Eames (even if he doesn't deserve it.
Eames is going to get a whole shit ton of books rn, why? Hm I wonder..
@TheGhostOfMe: Awwww... thank you, I think I needed that... I do thank you <333
And yeah... yeah Eames gets teased A LOT, he's the butt to a lot of jokes... but he's used to it, and deep down they care about him... though he should be treated a little better >_>
@QuarterNinja: Empathize with everything I do..? I'm sorry can you explain please? I'm sort of stupid I have no idea what that means
And thanks, it's lovely to hear, i really appreciate the comment
@warren1965: LMFAO right? HIs last name is sort of ironic.
And look, don't feel obligated for anything, ok? I know I can be exhausting and annoying. I AM venting on the internet, but that doesn't mean that I'm making things up, you know? I vent here cause it's usually where I go after I make a page, and it's just what I think about when I upload it. So, maybe I vent a little too much, sure. Maybe I should stop, sure...and I appreciate the nice words and the thought behind it. I know that there are people that like this comic, nad you have NO idea how happy that makes me.. but sometimes it's impossible to actually feel happy.. it's a problem, and I know this, and I'm actually on medication for it, but I have to wait a WHILE for it to work.. so I'm sorry if I vent too much or if I seem ungrateful, because I'm really not. People saying nice things about this comic has kept me going, and it's just a little harder some times, and when I go to upload a page sometimes I'm ashamed and it's HARD to hit the upload button, and so I sort of rant to stall for myself, It.. just happens.
But thank you, I.. am glad you like the comic. And I know that you do, along with other people. I know this, logically. ANd I thank you all from the bottom of my heart, really.
@warren1965: Oh... alright ^^''' sorry, I.. I honestly got really, really anxious and sort of wanted to throw up, I thought I was starting to piss people (since if YOU were saying something) off... I'm glad it was just me taking it the wrong way *sigh of relief*
But.. yeah, thank you, then <3 it means a lot that you'd try... and you don't have to be too concerned, mmkay? I'll live, and I know logically that this is a cycle and it'll go back up... and i wish you luck on your meds, bro, idk about them i fucking HATE taking them but if they help eventually, that's what matters..
@warren1965: Yeaaaahhh the internet is like that... XD it's a blessing to have, but a curse at the same time.. cause it's great for communication but it also SUCKS for communication.
And yeah.. I haven't been taking mine long enough for an effect.. I'm hoping it's worth it. As things stand now, I'm incapable of doing almost anything so we'll see where it goes. I'm glad yours seems to work, though(?)... since you deem it worthy for yourself~
@shadowpen: Nami is lovely she's my favorite Eames' teaser XD she's crazy though, like she fucks with everyone so it's not like it's just him
But yeah.. if you'd like I can keep you posted ^^ of course... it'll take a while. My doctor said it would take at LEAST 3-4 weeks, and I've hardly been on them for 1 week.. I hate taking meds, even pain ones, except when I have a migraine. That's the only exception, and so this is... difficult.. but when it comes to things like me being unable to function normally, I know that I need them, and even if I don't WANT to need them, it's something that will ultimately help me.. hopefully. I .. really hope ^^'' since living like this isn't... enjoyable. ANd hey, if you think you might need, go talk to someone.. it's better to be safe than sorry, trust me. But I'll be fine, don't worry about me. Thanks <3
we're happy with whatever you give us! I can't really empathize with everything you do, but I sympathize with your struggles
I absolutely love Ghost and Eames, and all of your character's shenanigans. Your style is so unique and distinctive, its adorable and beautiful (i couldnt pick)
I just saw Eames last name on the intro page and am thinking poor Eames the abuse started at birth.
<sigh> You do know you are none of the things you say you are right? I hope you are just venting but on the internet it is hard to tell. See how many fans you have? Randomly read comments through out the series so far. We love your story and artwork. Okay today's isn't your best but i am pretty sure most of us are just OMG yes a new page what are Eames and Ghost doing now?
@smudgeart: Oh no <imagine mortified expression> I wasn't complaining or thinking you were complaining too much I was concerned for you. And I was trying to cheer you up. I only recently could afford my anti-depressants and OMG life is so much better with them, I do understand.
@smudgeart: ah the internet where you have conversations you wouldn't face to face using a media that makes misunderstanding so easy :). I am not thrilled to take my daily reminder I am not normal but if I don't it is a struggle to do anything meh. Only you can know whether it is worth it to you.
Nami is great XD
i'm sorry to hear you've been feeling low, but it seems like you're keeping hope and perspective, so i'm sure you'll be feeling better soon. i'd be interested to hear how things go with the meds (i hate taking stuff, even pain meds, so i understand reluctance). sometimes i wonder if i might need something to even me out a bit or fight the lows. anyway, take care <3